Kamis, 26 Agustus 2010

kejadian rusuh yang bikin gondog abis ampe gw pengen nendang

how dare she is.. making a shit like that.. too terrible to think that she hurt me deeply like this.....orang yang bener2 gw ikhlas buat bantu.... gw yang saking polosnya bener2 mau bantu... dikhianatin kyk gitu.... klo bukan gw yang kasian sama diri gw sendiri.. siapa lagi??? gw bener2 udah ngorbanin semuanya abis2an... tapi sama skali g ada harganya.. buat apa lagi gw berkorban?? inilah batas akhir kesanggupan gw....

Minggu, 22 Agustus 2010

Wedding Plan ^.~v

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan! =) At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about u! =)

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your wedding plan, tag d people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. how old are you?
kyknya kmrn ada yang bilang gw baru 21 :D

2. are you single?
klo single= sendirian. gw g sendirian tuh, byk tmn soalnya. wkwkwk

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
22 ^0^. hahhahaaa.... kurang dari setau donk? itu what i think... hehe
but i always pray Him to give me the right man in the right time ^^

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
with?? emang gw siapa skrng? lo nanya brartu tau ya? kasih tau donk :p

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
the right man He choosed.... aminnn....

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
para sepupu..!!

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
mauuuu Bngeeeettt.... klo bisa seromantis mungkin :D

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
going to myyyy cityyyyy,,.... Madinatul-munawwarah

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
masih g kepikir. sm siapa mo nikahnya aj blom tau wkwkwk

10. will that include your exes?

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
g suka pake cakes. sukanya gado2! wkwkwkwwk

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
asal jgn tengah malem. hahahahaha

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding
aihhh...... udah bikin neh playlistnyah..... tinggal nunggu hari H buat di nyanyiin. hahahaha

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
bancakan lebih nampol kyknya. hahahaha

15. champagne or red wine?
g pake wine. pakenya es dawet aja. lebi segeeeeeeeerrrr.....

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
dua2nya boleeeeehhhh.. hahahahaha

17. money or household items?
minta mentahnya aja deh. :D

secara ahli nyari barang bagus. wkwkwwkwkwk

18. how many kids would you like to have?
berapa aja boleh :)

19. will you record your wedding in DVD/CD?
sekali seumur hidup g didokumentasiin?? sungguh terlalu.. haha.. insyaAllah

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
yang baca n nyasar ke blog gw.... hayooo... sini gantiaaan... haha

Kamis, 19 Agustus 2010

How To Love

i'm twenty one this year... i guess i have know what is love... i interacted with many peoples... and i don't get any of them suitable for me... i felt ... like i comfortable with somebody... once... but i know in the end that all of that is fake...
he come's with a mask.. that i couldnt recognize at first.... i honestly believe in him... really.. really like him... when he asked me.. i always be there for him.. whatever he contacted me... but he become strange.... he gave me hopes... but at after all throwin them around... he always wanna know how do i feel about him... whom i love... what i wanted about boy... making shit like he wanted me .... he talked that i he wanted to write my name on his hearth.... all he doing is giving a shit...then.. one day i realize the fairytale wasnt for me.....

and so... i've come from unwanted home... a home where all of shit coming around... dad who rejected us, mom who live in her own world, and a psycho brother who like to bully and kick us...
if i have a choice... i choose a better family that feel to have each other....
but its life.... we cant choose where we come... but we choose future.....

and i know my life wastn a fairytale....

im not rich, im not coming from a high social status, im not smart... and i a'int beautiful...all i can do is make myself useful....